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Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Toni Natalie speaks her mind about Keith Raniere and a personal message from me.

On a warm summer afternoon while sitting on the patio of Uncommon Grounds an attractive women waking by stopped, looked at me and said, “are you him?” I am always cautious when I hear anything like that so I meekly said “what do you mean him?” She warmly replied “the guy who writes about NXIVM, I’m Toni, Keith’s old girlfriend.” We sat down and had a short talk and that was the first and only time I have ever met Toni Natalie. For those of you, who wonder what kind of women falls for a guru, let me say I found her attractive, intelligent and very angry. She realizes that not only had she wasted some of the best years of her life but that she had been the concubine of something truly rare, evil.
A legal guideline to her legal hell is
{here}

John, I want to thank-you for everything you have done to expose NXIVM. You have given people a place to go to feel safe and know they are no longer alone, a place to confirm their suspicions about those little nagging little things inside their heads that just don’t feel right (always trust your instinct, it’s what will save you in the end).… I just want to clear a few things up…

I call them the “missing years”….

A lot of people want to go from CBI to ESP and skip the “missing years”, and I think Keith, Nancy and “the family” would like to keep it that way. I’m not quite sure why – and the only thing I can think of is, it would be hard to envision the Buddha with a business, a home, a girlfriend and a child calling you daddy in your past. Maybe that’s why they dragged me and my friends and family through court for almost 9 years, to keep that quiet. Nah, there must be more.

NXIVM talks about the “Aha moment”, which is the moment when something becomes clear to you. My first such moment was in the first ESP class, and it happened when I realized what they could do with all of the personal information they get through what they now call “Ems”. It took awhile to understand just how far they were going with the new and improved NLP, and when I would not go along with the program, my next day became the next 12 years of my life and the lives of my family, a living hell, never knowing what was going to happen next or who would be behind it.

My second “Aha moment” occurred when I found that for the most part, they keep him hidden, and he paints himself out to be a Buddha, that very few people ever find about what they were doing to me, and that I was still being used in videos and when people would ask about who was the brunette with the green scarf, they would whisper and say “Oh her, she was a suppressive”

They use the legal system as their weapon of choice. Look at that document John has linked above, and that’s not everything. They came after my mother, my father, and my brother. And they left my son with a mother so broken I was afraid, and at times unable, to care for him. Every time I looked up, another motion was being filed, another claim was being made, another attack was being launched. How much of NXIVM’s and Bronfman’s money was spent on that, how many taxpayers dollars wasted, how many lawyers made rich.

Over the years, I have learned a lot about the man behind Vanguard. In recent years, I have met others who also know things about him.

He has learned to layer himself with credible people to propagate his bullshit and kept himself at a distance. And, of course, his name is never on anything…watch out Nancy you’re the one in front of him, the one who will really take the fall.

After CBI, it was National Heath Network. Keith called it the Consumers Reports of health and nutrition. National Heath Network was a company, or I should say one of the companies that Keith controlled but was in my name. It started in Rome Plaza, yup, the same place CBI started and where the newly named Apropos restaurant is today (It’s like that old saying: “Leopards never change their spots”).

Keith’s businesses generally attract good people, people looking to do things better in their lives, and he has a great calling card…”I have a 240 IQ and I want to change the world”. It works, people stop and listen, not to him anymore, they hid him now, (and I can see why) people get to see him now only at the volleyball court, or at Vanguard week, or after some big event like a 16 day intensive training, or Nancy’s birthday. By then, you’re very open and the inner circle has built him up so much that no matter what you see or hear, you’re much more likely to accept what they tell you as being the real truth. And if you have any doubt, they are right there to help you get though it, help you work on “your stuff”.

People who know the lies present him as a Buddha, an honest, ethical man, and a celibate. But they know the truth and only present the lies to keep the ball rolling.

Lots of people on the tit, with a lot to lose, starting with their army of lawyers. I don’t have a lawyer, nor can I afford one. If I get dragged into court again, I will represent myself, or hope for a lawyer who cares about what the legal system is suppose to represent and my right to free speech and to come forward, my own Gloria Allred.

It’s easier for some to pretend they don’t see anything than to stand up and ask questions, or step in and stop someone from being taken advantage of. In those Ems, beware of something you may say while trying to reach your “Aha moment”, it may come back to bite you in the ass, private things that you share in that moment of trust, that comes back at you in ways you never thought they would, … EM Keith and Nancy style.

My mission statement…. I am no longer afraid, I am no longer victim, and I will not stop until the entire truth comes out about what they do to people who speak out against them. I will not allow them to do this to another person. I will see them held accountable in the same place they have tortured people, in a court of law. I will help anyone who needs my help, to get out. It is not OK for them to raise a child. It is not OK for them to use people. It is not OK for them to abuse the legal system. It is not OK for them to take good people looking to do good in the world and use that to harm them. It is not OK for them to destroy families.

It has been said that in war, truth is the first casualty…Not this time...Silence, it’s here.




And now my own thoughts a thank you and some unsolicited advice for the Bronfman brats.
Many of you have donated since I put up the button on the top and I thank you. After careful consideration I have decided to give all the funds to my desperately struggling friends in Eastern Europe and to their children in this country, who until recently had been the fiscal lifeline for their folks back home.
Unemployment in the Ukraine is reaching 40% and the price of natural gas {the main heating source} supplied by Russia has doubled. This added to the problem that basic food and basic MEDICINES ARE BECOMIMG MORE AND MORE EXPENSIVE AND COST MORE THE THAN THEY DO HERE IN WALMART, even though the average salary when there is work is less than 10k a year and that is causing real hardship.

Many of these people sent their sons and daughters overseas much like my own great-grandparents in Ireland did, to find work and a future in the US. The recession has hit the new immigrants, some of who are my friends hard. Many are now out of work themselves and are unable to help their parents and younger siblings back home. The evil ones circle like vultures in the Ukraine as pornographers and human traffickers lay in wait to prey on the young ones with promises of jobs in the west. Evil people abound and trouble makes them flourish.Desperation is there weapon of choice.

I have been doing all I can to help my friends. Many local people have been donating warm coats and clothes for them. I am still desperate for a couple pairs of warm winter boots, women’s size 8. If you have any contact me at
Tighotwo@hotmail.com.
I will drive up to 30 miles from my home base in Milton NY for a good pair or will give my address to mail them to me. Not looking for a fashion statement but no leaky boots please. They just cause frost bite and that makes a bad situation worse.

For those who wish to donate money, I need that too. There is a button on the top of the page for PayPal. Postage to the Ukraine is high and when they need to see a Doctor, its cash only. Again thank you and even a dollar helps. I am also not a registered non-profit and none of this is tax deductible. I can only promise that I have no administrative costs, no salary and no staff. 100% of the money will be used for relief.
I promise you nothing in return and I expect nothing for this, in fact I expect a boat load of grief from Coffey and Co. for even trying to help people. I fully expect to be turned over to the IRS, immigration the State charities and fraud division and what ever other legal devise that shyster can dream up.
That brings me to point two. Some advice to the Bronfman brats from an uneducated barbarian.

See ladies there is no payoff, no thank you. Live a good, kind and generous life and expect to have good karma in return? Doesn’t work that way. Fully expect to die in a flaming car wreck. I know only one absolute truth in life.
That in the eyes of God the worth, the value that he places on one cold shivering woman in a alley in Kiev is equal if not more, than the love and value he has for you.
Think you are special? You no more deserve your wealth then that woman deserves to be hungry and cold. Your fates are just an accident of birth.
Want enlightenment real joy? No GURU or dick will give it to you.

Enlightenment is the realization that the act of sacrifice or giving to alleviate the suffering of others brings joy to your soul, without the expectation of award or recognition. In fact expect persecution and scorn for your efforts. There is no shame in being born rich, only social reasonability. I have little, but share much. I can only help a few and my efforts don’t amount to a pile of shit in the cosmic universe, I know that.

The peace of mind that is my pillow, my joy is knowing that one less person that walks this earth with me and shares the same sun, is warm and fed because I took a moment to care and I fully expect to be sued for my efforts, but my conscience could still do no less.Think about it ladies,has Keith made you joyful?

Anyone who would like to meet
Sara Bronfman
Entrepreneur and humanitarian Sara Bronfman has always sought new ways to grow and develop herself, both personally and professionally. In September of 2002, Sara attended her first seminar with Executive Success Programs, Inc. (ESP). Moved by the immediate and deeply profound benefits of Rational Inquiry™—the company’s proprietary technology—Sara decided to work with the New York-based organization.

Since then, Sara has worked to become one of the company’s top-ranked international trainers. She served as Director of Humanities on the company’s executive board, overseeing all humanitarian activities within the company’s thirty-three-country network, and she also opened ESP’s activities in Europe and founded the company’s VIP programs.
Please join Sara and the wonderfully diverse NYC team to hear how Rational Inquiry™ has helped them achieve their goals, realize their potential, and how these exceptional programs can do the same for you.

Space is limited so please RSVP to Anthony Ames at ames@nxian.net or (646) 342-3652.

Saturday night in NYC she will be giving an introductory lesson to the joys of NXIVM.
The event is free and reservations a must.
Will be held at
833 broadway , 5th floor ,
NYC NY 10003
Contact
Cedric@nxian.net
for your reservation

63 comments:

Anonymous said...

After all the bad press do these idiots think they can fill a room with prospective students? Reservations? Do they have a limited number of seats? I think they only need one... for Sara.

Anonymous said...

"I can only help a few and my efforts don’t amount to a pile of shit in the cosmic universe, I know that."

Not true John.

"If the Day of Judgment comes, and you're planting a tree, finish planting it!"

Every good deed has its reward. If not directly manifested in this world, it will be in the next!

Peace.

Sorry for my foul mouth said...

What I cannot understand with all the press this group has gotten where the fuck is the government? Have the Bronfman's bought them off?

What will it take? Does there have to be 5, 6, 7, suicide (you think 2 would be enough) for the people of this country to wake the fuck up to what this man is doing to people who leave him and what he does to people who stay.

It is very sad that in this country it took several suicides of people who were bullied because they were gay for the nation to wake up to this shit.

Can we learn by this example?

Where the hell is the press? Why is this bulling not being exposed? Yes a bankruptcy here and there. Expose the entire pattern for Christ sakes; it is out there for the picking. Take down of CBI and Raniere, Raniere and his father suing each other, class action suits within CBI, the bankruptcies, Rick Ross, Precision development, lawyers and companies suing for nonpayment, etc.

Raniere and his "inner circle" are the biggest bullies on the planet. The only life that people who leave him have to look forward to is spending years on court because of this bastard.

Millions and millions of dollars have been spent by Raniere and his followers at NXIVM to torture people by using the legal system.

Who pays the legal bills? Most likely Clare and Sara Bronfman for Raniere. The U.S. tax payers for the courts. Who pays the tortured people's legal fees? They do, their families do, they end up bankrupted and tortured some more in that court, or do it themselves.

Everyone should be on the phones with their government officials telling them to put an end to legal bulling. With our governments being so strapped for money, why are we paying for this asshole to torture people?

I hope a bunch of concerned citizen’s show up to Sara show and tell about Raniere. Most likely she will give her brain washed talk about the great and powerful Raniere.

Some people should ask some questions about the legal battles and how that upholds humanity. I'm going too asked for a reserved seat. Chicken shit Raniere will most likely cancel the meeting now that it has been exposed.

NXIVM FAN CLUB said...

Thanks for the information.Will they be serving berries and nuts? Will the rat be throwing underage girls out the window? Will Keith bang Sara? will Clare get pissed and give John a check for a million dollars for Ukrainian relief just to piss Sara Off.I can't wait

KR said...

Enlightenment is the realization that Bronfman money equals power and pussy.

Anonymous said...

Does Keith write the underage girls suicide notes or does he make the girls write their own?

Anonymous said...

Toni,

Thank you for your heartfelt post. I was deeply involved in a cult. I make comments here as I see these greedy egomaniacs are all alike. Getting out is not easy and it takes a long time to get yourself back. I hope the community that has formed here can provide help to those still in the NXVIM hellhole mindfuck prison.

John, could there be a confidential place created for them to log in without feeling exposed?

Sara Bronfman is utterly despicable for continuing to promote this ugly destructive cult. What an arrogant total creep of a woman.
She is absolutely disgusting in every way.

John, thank you for the consciousness raising. We think we have it bad here? No comparison.

Toni Natalie's parents said...

Regarding the statement from Toni Natalie:
We are the very proud parents of Toni and want to say that she is a strong wonderful person who is not afraid to speak her mind. We have been through all of this with her, and know how much she has suffered and how far she has come throught this all. We are behind her today. tomarrow and always. When you fight such evil you have to be strong and brave. Thank you for your help John,

Becca said...

Bravo, Toni!

The MOLE... said...

I'm pretty sure I will reserve a seat and use my new button video camera to tape it. Unsure if I will ask any hard questions, but pretty sure I will hand out 5x7's of that priceless photo of their god reading in his underwear, but only AFTER the festivities are over. The pictures have this blog website promiately displayed on the reprints. I will be in the city anyway on business and will use my NYC cell phone or my metro NYC email to register. They would never guess I am actually a mole and will be sure John gets a copy of the video. If they require ID I have that covered too (dual citizen with 2 passports).

The truth will set you free said...

I hear the Justice department will be filing RICO charges. Maybe there is a real God who doesn't diddle little girls who then go on to have very short life expectancies.

Anonymous said...

John, what you are doing is beyond what these people are dream of doing. All you need is honesty and a good heart. Money can only buy materialistic things, but not respect and someone like you.

"Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has." Margaret Mead

Thank you Toni and her parents for coming here and sharing. I think this will be a turning wave that will turn over Keith' ship.

Looking forward to hearing more from you the "MOLE".

Anonymous said...

you ain't seen nothin' yet... just wait. These bastards will totally implode

The Mole... said...

Apparently brain dead Sara holds these ESP Introductions at 833 Broadway on a regular basis. The announcement of a past event can be found at http://events.tigweb.org/27351. The venue is not very large and seems to attract a very small audience. The place is populated by artsy fartsy types and will be challenging to fit in. We shall see if I can pull it off.
Checked the building out this evening.
- The Mole.

Anonymous said...

I heard a rumor that John Casey is involved with NXIVM. I also heard he fixes speeding tickets for NXIVM members? Does anyone know if this is true?

How many local attorney's have been involved with NXIVM?

Can you say abuse of the legal system said...

In law, frivolous litigation is the practice of starting or carrying on law suits that have little to no chance of winning.

Who does this sound like?

Abuse of process is a common law intentional tort. It is to be distinguished from malicious prosecution, another type of tort that involves misuse of the public right of access to the courts.

The elements of a valid cause of action for abuse of process in most common law jurisdictions are as follows: (1) the existence of an ulterior purpose or motive underlying the use of process, and (2) some act in the use of the legal process not proper in the regular prosecution of the proceedings.

Sounds like someone you know? Who could that be?

Vexatious litigation is legal action which is brought, regardless of its merits, solely to harass or subdue an adversary. It may take the form of a primary frivolous lawsuit or may be the repetitive, burdensome, and unwarranted filing of meritless motions in a matter which is otherwise a meritorious cause of action. Filing vexatious litigation is considered an abuse of the judicial process and may result in sanctions against the offender.

Three strikes, your out. Has anyone put this together about Raniere?

Any attorney's want to take on this clown and his game plan that is about seeking revenge against his fallen? If so, there could be some good money in it for you.

The Bronfman's have put enough money into NXIVM to be ruled as "owners" and they have a big fat harry trust fund to get your % from.

Why should just NXIVM / Bronfman attorney's get rich?

Requirements. Big balls and the stamina to deal with the fight of your career. What a hell of a book it will make.

Contact John and he can get you to your clients.

Anonymous said...

Vexatious litigation - Some jurisdictions have a list of vexatious litigants: people who have repeatedly abused the legal system.

Because lawyers could be disbarred for participating in the abuse, vexatious litigants are often unable to retain legal counsel, and therefore represent themselves in court.

Those on the list are usually either forbidden from any further legal action or required to obtain prior permission from a senior judge before taking any legal action.

The process by which a person is added to the list varies among jurisdictions.

1. In the immediately preceding seven-year period has commenced, prosecuted, or maintained in propria persona at least five litigations other than in a small claims court that have been (i) finally determined adversely to the person or (ii) unjustifiably permitted to remain pending at least two years without having been brought to trial or hearing.
2. After a litigation has been finally determined against the person, repeatedly relitigates or attempts to relitigate, in propria persona, either (i) the validity of the determination against the same defendant or defendants as to whom the litigation was finally determined or (ii) the cause of action, claim, controversy, or any of the issues of fact or law, determined or concluded by the final determination against the same defendant or defendants as to whom the litigation was finally determined.
3. In any litigation while acting in propria persona, repeatedly files unmeritorious motions, pleadings, or other papers, conducts unnecessary discovery, or engages in other tactics that are frivolous or solely intended to cause unnecessary delay.
4. Has previously been declared to be a vexatious litigant by any state or federal court of record in any action or proceeding based upon the same or substantially similar facts, transaction, or occurrence.

Put this in your legal pipe and smoke it said...

Notable vexatious litigants

The Church of Scientology. "Plaintiffs (Scientologists) have abused the federal court system by using it, inter alia, to destroy their opponents, rather than to resolve an actual dispute over trademark law or any other legal matter.

This constitutes 'extraordinary, malicious, wanton and oppressive conduct.' As such, this case qualifies as an 'exceptional case' and fees should be awarded pursuant to the Lanham Act... It is abundantly clear that plaintiffs sought to harass the individual defendants and destroy the church defendants through massive over-litigation and other highly questionable litigation tactics.

Anonymous said...

A strategic lawsuit against public participation (SLAPP) is a lawsuit that is intended to censor, intimidate and silence critics by burdening them with the cost of a legal defense until they abandon their criticism or opposition.[1]

The typical SLAPP plaintiff does not normally expect to win the lawsuit. The plaintiff's goals are accomplished if the defendant succumbs to fear, intimidation, mounting legal costs or simple exhaustion and abandons the criticism. A SLAPP may also intimidate others from participating in the debate.

A SLAPP is often preceded by a legal threat. The difficulty, of course, is that plaintiffs do not present themselves to the Court admitting that their intent is to censor, intimidate or silence their critics.

Hence, the difficulty in drafting SLAPP legislation, and in applying it, is to craft an approach which affords an early termination to invalid abusive suits, without denying a legitimate day in court to valid good faith claims.

Anonymous said...

This blog entry is from the web blog called Lovefraud.com which addresses relationships, of any kind, with psycho- and sociopathic personalities. This is one of the latest entries that I think it very applicable as it relates to this blog, not just in the context of intimate relationships but all relationships in general with this type of personality (and answers the question, in part, of how people fall for it):

Thursday, 21 October 2010 @ 7:00am • My Weblog

Forgiving oneself for making bad choices is never easy, and I know there are authors and posters on LF who are true experts in the area of self-forgiveness. But let me come at this from an angle slightly different than my usual Lovefraud fare.

It’s often just plain hard to bust a flat-out liar and deceiver. And it’s often suprisingly easy to effectively flat-out lie and deceive. Let me say this again: it’s pretty easy to live a life of deception, making it no big accomplishment to deceive the brightest, most astute, most sensitive people.

Lying and deceiving, and doing them well, even over long, extended periods of time, duping anyone and everyone in the process—again, my point is that it’s not nearly as hard to do as we might tend to think, and so it’s really nothing for the exploiter, however slick or not he may be, to feel especially proud to be so good at. Because fraud, and deception, just aren’t that hard to perpetrate.

And the converse is more important—it’s often really easy to be victimized by liars and deceivers, again highlighting how relatively undifficult it is to lie and deceive effectively, and NOT how dumb one is to fall for the lies and deception.

The truth is that few, if any, of us were raised to enter relationships vigilant for exploiters and imposters; not one of us, I suspect, ever took a formal course in how to identify exploiters and other sundry disguised frauds in the context of “intimate” relationships.

This just isn’t something any of us goes to school for; it’s not something any of us expects to experience; and so, reasonably, we think we have much better things to do with our limited time than to strive to become experts at imposter-busting.

Seriously, how many of us really want to spend our precious little time in this short life in the paranoid, depressing undertaking to become, if it’s even theoretically possible, skilled at unmasking exploiters?

Sure, there are professions one can enter if this is one’s bag—to bust imposters. But marriage and intimate relationships are not “professions.” We assume, with statistical support behind us, that it’s unlikely that the individual we’ll become (or have become) involved with is likely to be a pathological lia and deceiver. (cont'd)

Anonymous said...

(cont'd from lovefraud.com post)

Of course we know anything’s possible, but it’s still, statistically, a low enough risk not to compel our constant vigilance, anymore than the risk of contracting relatively rare forms of malignant cancers should necessarily compel our vigilance and dread.

Now some pathological liars may be excellent at their exploitation skills, but more often than not they are just good enough exploiters to perpetrate fraud successfully for the reasons I’ve suggested.

Does this abdicate us of our duty to heed signs that may, sometimes, be discernable? Of course not. As I’ve written in prior Lovefraud articles, we want to give ourselves the best chance possible, against odds already stacked against us, to bust deceivers and imposters. And as I’ve written elsewhere, sometimes those signs are present, because many exploiters are really not so good at disguising signs of their venality, and some of them are, in fact, really pretty bad; and sometimes, for many possible reasons, we do a poor, ineffectual job at recognizing and heeding those signs.

But it’s also true (and it’s the emphasis of this article) that often these signs are not present, or not obviously present enough to overcome the basic (and I would argue, healthy) state of trust with which we enter intimate relationships. Because again I note: for understandable reasons, we simply don’t enter these relationships naturally suspicious of, or vigilant for, corruption in our partners.

We simply aren’t on the lookout to be exploited, and for this reason, as I’ve suggested repeatedly, this gives the exploiter an enormous edge for, by definition, he is preying on the least suspicious of his potential victims—those who love him.

Consequently this makes him ultimately cowardly, incredibly cowardly, not his victims foolish or gullible. Let me say this again—this makes the exploiter incredibly cowardly because, among other things, he is preying not on gullible fools (as he may perceive, contemptuously, his victims to be), but rather on those who have entered into a relationship with him on a natural, healthy pretext of trust (thereby making them the least challenging, the easiest, victims to defraud).

This reminds me of the bonding exercise in which one partner, demonstrating trust in the other, agrees to fall backwards in the faith that the receiving partner will catch and protect her. This isn’t gullibility at work but rather natural trust and faith she is risking that her partner will catch her, and not let her fall and injure herself. The exploiter in this analogy as if goads his partner into falling backwards and then, instead of catching her, as she should reasonably expect he will, he lets her drop and so injures her badly. And she, the victim of his deception, is left to feel shocked, betrayed and wounded.

Staying with this analogy, she, the victim, may not discover how treacherously her partner has let her fall this until much later, as the horror of his history of lies and deception begin, shockingly, to emerge.

And so I suggest to all who have been betrayed and exploited by perpetrators of fraud, especially (but not exclusively) in the context of an intimate commitment, I say to you, cut yourselves some slack, some serious slack. You are not naĂŻve. You are not gullible.

We live in a world which makes it relatively easy for exploitive personalities to injure others. If we were all paranoid, living in a paranoid mindset, this might limit our risk of exploitation; but most of us, thankfully, are not paranoid. We are not living in a mindset of vigilance to be screwed-over by others, especially those we rightfully deem least likely to hurt us.

This confers the advantage to (and all shame on) the exploiter—and should leave his victims comfortable in their ultimate dignity and innocence. Steve Becker, LCSW

Anonymous said...

Last evening made a post I regret, blasting Sara Bronfman, that left me nauseated.

Asking my conscience, "Hey do you have a dog in this fight or something?' Sorta kinda. I knew of Keith many many years ago. He was going to be a player, a salesman for the New Age magical thinking scene for sure. Luckily I avoided a first degree connection. I had also met Edgar many years ago. So this story resonates.

But what makes me leave comments is that I am a cult survivor, still interested in how I got programmed when I was young 20's. Sara is programmed like that. She is also drunk with power that Keith has projected onto her.

This connects to Saratoga politics and all politics. Politicians con us in the same way. The Wikileaks, like John's site, put the truth out there and so threaten power. Those in power do not like the truth because it destroys power.

Power is a losing game. Walk along humbly trying to do a good job. No grandiose schemes to save humanity. Sara can you hear this?

Quote for you from the Buddha:

"It is only through seeing the consequences of our harmful actions that we can be released"

I regret my remarks to you. But you are not in a good place. Come out of there and stop hurting people. Just be a good person.

Anonymous said...

Let me give you an example of an ethical man that I adore.

This person was born a long time ago, in a land of deserts. His father died before he was born, and he was taken under the care of his mother. When he was of weaning age, he was sent into the desert with nomads to be weaned as was the custom at the time. When he was only five years old, he lost his mother. Soon after that, he was taken under the guardianship of his grandfather. Three years later, his grandfather died, and he was once again an orphan. Within a span of eight years, he had lost three of his parents. This man eventually grew up, under the guardianship of his uncle and tribe, to become a well-known, but somewhat impoverished young business man of a noble tribe. He worked for a wealthy woman fifteen years his senior who hired him as a proxy, because despite her well known status, it was extremely difficult for women to run a business at the time in what was a fiercely patriarchal society. Even before what was soon to transpire, due to his strong ethical character, he was known among his people as the "trustworthy" and the "truthful". His behavior and business acumen so impressed his boss, she soon proposed marriage to him. Despite the significant age difference, they married, and eventually had six children as a result. Well known among his people, he probably would have grew into old age, well-liked and well-known only amongst his people as a noble man of the tribe. But much of his society was corrupt - especially the elite - in the economic, political, and social spheres, where abuse of the poor and women in general was rampant. At forty years of age, he began his calling to transform his society. This man preached for thirteen years calling his people to change his ways, but he was rebuked, boycotted, unjustly mocked, ridiculed, along with those few who followed him, by some of the same people who knew had known him before as the "truthful" and "trustworthy". His beautiful wife, God bless her soul, spent all of her wealth in his cause until her death at 68 years old, when her husband was 53. It became so bad, that he and his small group of followers lived in the desert for three years, with little food, sometimes eating the leaves off of trees. But they had remarkable patience and trust in God. Instead of fighting the people who mistreated him, he and his followers migrated north, and formed a bustling, prided community with him as his leader, all under one directed goal. People came to him in droves accepting his reforms.

Anonymous said...

(continued...)

This caused issues with the elite at the time who now wanted to put any further inroads of his movement to rest by destroying him and the rest of his people. In the last ten years of his life, he participated in 23 different battles or struggles, all when he was above the age of 53. In the first battle, he led an army of 300 followers and defeated an enemy more than three times its size, with much better equipment and better infantry. After being granted this great victory, he soon returned home to find that one of his daughters had passed away. So, in a time of great victory, he was immediately subdued. Much of his life was up and down, but he was firm, resolute, and patient, and none of these undulations ever shook the strength of his character. Eventually, within 10 years of migration, he eventually conquered (the hearts and minds) of the rest of his people and solidified an area the size of a third of the USA under, not his dominion, but the one Whom he was commanded to work for. During this time, he lost many friends, family members, either in battle or otherwise, and six of his seven children passed away before he did. As a parent, can you imagine losing over 80% of your children before you pass away? Yet, despite all of the trials and tribulations, he remained firm, honest, trustworthy, truthful, courageous, etc. - all the attributes of nobility were reflected and magnified in him - until the truth of his calling was manifested. A man, who despite being a "king", lived with minimal material goods, never having more than the lowliest and poorest of his followers. When his two year old grandchild took a single fig from the plate of the poor due, he took it gently from him, and said that the poor due was forbidden on him and his family, and put it back in the plate. No one would have cared, but that is how meticulous he was with respect to what was right. This is just a short biography I have written in the span of twenty minutes of the man from memory. There are many more admirable things that I have forgot to mention.

That is the true, ethical man.

Maybe NXIVM people should realize that what's wrong with the world can be fixed by bringing to light what has been forgotten in the past. By understanding the history of those bright shining ethical leaders of the past who encapsulated "what it takes to be noble". Then these charlatans wouldn't have a chance.

Anonymous said...

To Anon October 27 at 8:13 AM

Thank you for your posting about fraud in intimate relationships. Our relationship with ourselves is as intimate as you can get. Cults disrupt that. Cults put someone else inside there with you, so you can't trust yourself. You lose your natural ability to discern the truth. Like a virus runs through your whole psyche causing confusion. You come to only rely on the cult leader for everything. Everything is focused on them.

Save Fluffy,before its to late said...

I think what we are seeing is an organized effort to set Fluffy up. Just another victim to to sacrificed for Keith.
Fluffy if you are reading this save yourself.
Trust no one in NXIVM especially not Ester.
You have been fucked over enough, go to the police and tell them what happened.

Anonymous said...

You are a lot of things john,an uneducated barbarian is not one of them.

Toni Natalie said...

To Anonymous 4:17
At the time of my trail 2/26/2002 just some of what I find to be interesting highlights from the trail transcript:
Keith Raniere v Toni Natalie Case # 01-90027:
The following were just part of the legal team of Keith Raniere at the table at my trail. James P. Trainor, Esq., Leslie Apple, Esq., Special Counsel from Whiteman, Osterman Mr. Apple having stated "I do have a corporate relationship with Mr. Raniere"
Special Note: Keith Raniere never stepped foot in the court room.
In a cross examination of one of the witness by my attorney Christian Dribusch Esq.
.Q. Ms. Henry, do you have Exhibit 17 before you?
A. Um-hum.
Q. Who did you produce that document for?
A. This was produce for Paul Silver, Christen Keesee (Kristine Keeffe) and JACK CASEY

Witness Kristen Keeffe
Q. How do you know Keith Raniere?
A. I'm currently employed by Keith Raniere and have worked for him in another business that he owned as well for about ten years.
Q. Ms. Keeffe, you're a creditor in this case, aren't you?
A. No, I am not
Q. Do you recollect ever going to Ms. Natalie's house and delivering a box of chocolates with a mother and child on it and flowers?
A. Yes, I do recollect bringing Toni candy and flowers.
Q. Okay. D you recollect a Trooper--
A. Although I don't recall the date of when I went to her house with the candy and the flowers
Q. Do you recollect Kevin McMahon, a tropper Kevin McMahon stopping by and speaking to you concerning that?
A. I've never met or spoken to Kevin McMahon--Officer Kevin McMahon
Q. You don't recollect filing a complaint against Mr. McMahon, but never spoke to him or met him personally, He came to my--
Q. Why would you file a complaint against Trooper McMahon if you've never met or spoke with him,personally?
A.Because he came to my place of residence and threatened my roommates?
The Court: So are you're resting your case?
Mr. Trainor: We are, your Honor. As I indicated I want to recall Christen Keefe at the close of Mr. Dribusch's case, but it will be for a summing up of the evidence.
The Court: You can recall her for rebuttal testimony, Mr. Trainor or impeachment, but you can't bring her back for further direct.
Mr. Tranior: It's not to give evidence in chief, your Honor, it's just to assist me highlighting for the Court the evidence that's already been received. It will be part of OUR closing.
The court: Mr. Trainor, when we get to closing, that' going to be your show. If you have something more for this witness to offer now as part of you direct case, then we can hear from her now. But once you shift, if she has something to impeach she may do that. If there's rebuttal evidence she may do that. But that's as far as we go, So, if you have something more to elicit from this witness as a part of your direct case then it's now, but not later.
Mr. Traninor: I understand. Could we have five minutes?

Q. But you did, in fact, recommend to the US Trustee that the matter is being referred to the US Attorney's office?
Mr. Harris: I believe that's my obligation under 3057 (18) US Code. I think i did that upon receipt of a rather voluminous document from a private investigator Keefe.
This is just some of the thing that Barbara Bouchey, Susan Dones, Joe O'Hara and anyone else that tries to get away from Keith have to look
forward to, many lawyers have come and gone, I believe that for some when they see just want they are really up to, they do whatever they can to get out, for others it's a cash cow, easier then cashing ambulances. At what point is someone going to step in and stop, the if for nothing else waste of tax paper dollars. No one can fight and win a legal battle when the money it cost to keep it going means nothing, and the courts do nothing to stop it from continuing.
It;s not Keith's money, he did not earn it, and neither did the B girls.
To my parents, Thank-you for all your support and love, I would not be here today with-out you and Scott.

Sorry for my poor english said...

Thank you all for your posts.

Thank you Toni and thank you John.

May the Supreme Being be always with you and more now, in your common fights.

Sometimes I'm thinking of Bronfman's Grandfather. I think all he wanted was to give a chance to his grandchilds to do something new and unexpected from their inherance, that he voluntarily bypassed his son's control to give them a true opportunity (?)... How could he guess that his money will be used as a weapon of mass psychological destruction ? That it would be used to sponsor power hungry people and their narcissistic ego ?

That shows me how money could be dangerous when driven by egocentric monsters...

This Raniere is not just a "freak". "Freak" is a funny word, isn't it ?

Raniere is a monster.

What a waste ! So many suffering... But where are the "lessons" here ? What could be learnt from it ?

NXIVM exists "because" of followers.

Followers are the real power, followers are the real war nerve...

Bronfman's money is just money. It's a shit loaf of money, but it's just money !

So STOP WORRYING !!!

"Suppressive", it's a word that only exists in the little asshole's fantaisist lexicon !!!

In fact, you worry about the opinion of a single man that uses the same gimmick again and again : "I've got a 240 IQ".

Could you, please, explain me how abstraction capability and enventually memory could help in seeking joy ? Did you just had a look at Eisteins biography ? Did Einstein just crually missed some 80 extra IQ points ?

Could you explain me, please, how a disturbed guy could help YOU in seeking joy ?

Come on !!!

Anonymous said...

TO: ANONYMOUS 4:17 A.M.

Jack Casey has been involved with NXIVM for years. And he's trapped into staying because he' so afraid that NXIVM will expose his "little secret".

Sorry for my poor english said...

Hey, totally out of context but I like it so much than I want to share it with you : Miss Platnum - Babooshka

Sorry for my poor english said...

Oooooohh ! A special dedicace to the skinny young girls amateur, the master of the nuts and berries diet and coffee enemas : Miss Platnum - Give me the food

Mr Vanguard : May all your energy sprinkle from your asshole !

The Mole... said...

Failure. They would not allow me to register.

Anonymous said...

What are the NIXVM connections to Saratoga politics and Charter Change?

The MOLE... said...

Perhaps I should have chosen a pseudonym other than "KEITH RENDEER"?

Anonymous said...

Casey also brought Joe Bruno to NXIVM. I wonder why the feds haven't looked into Bruno's connections to NXIVM, Raniere, Salzman and the Bronfmans (He should be sent to jail for 10 years just for that).

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Anonymous said...

Hey 'sorry for my poor english'

Thanks for the mental health break!!!!

NOW. HERE. THIS. said...

For the love of "Lady Liberty" and our own beloved "Spirit of Life," PLEASE let this informed audience of an untarnished blogger understand-- SARATOGA CITIZEN met openly at the Library, where the comments by the participants DIRECTED the discussion and SHAPED the final PROPOSAL. There was NO DARK SUBTERFUGE by ANY Political Party. And most ASSUREDLY, the PEOPLE and the PRINCIPLES are 100% NXIVM-FREE.

If you KNOW OTHERWISE... or if you merely SUSPECT OTHERWISE-- Please TELL me...and then--

VOTE AGAINST IT!
VOTE IT DOWN!
Because VOTES MATTER in AMERICA.

-Kyle York @ 581.1819
Let the People Speak,
Let the People Vote.

Anonymous said...

I would be interested in knowing what those who were in NXIVM but left were told concerning Toni Natalie. In other words, what were the various different "suppressive" stories concerning her, because I'm sure that is what she was labeled as such.

Real Deal said...

Kyle Dork is (once again) full of BS.

IF the Carter Change mob was conducting a TRULY open, transparent and DEMOCRATIC process, they would have allowed the option of NOT CHANGING ANYTHING!

They formed this working group with the pred-defined mission of proposing a change to the charter; the only process that this group was facilitating was WHAT FORM that charter change would be.

Tell us Kyle, how did the VOTING proecess of this group work? Who were the 'voters'? Who makes the decisions? What was the process of giving those perople the power to do so?

It was a sham, and you know it

Everyone lawyer up said...

Just some of the attorneys they have used, some local, some not, some get smart, and get out, but not others like "the man" Steve Coffey, ride that gray train steve, ride, with all the NXIVM PR your getting you ranked 3 in google search under saratogaindecline,blogspot.com, you should thank John Steve, your paid Super Lawyer ad is only at number 5.

Paul A. Levine
Lemery Greusler LLC

James P. Trainor
Cutler, Trainor & Cutler

Margaret Cangilos-Ruiz
Whiteman Osterman & Hanna

Kevin A. Luibrand

Leslie M. Apple

Francis J. Brennan
Nolan & Heller, LLP

MIchael Quinn
Judd Burstein PC
NY NY

Robert D. Crockett
Latham & Watkins

Steve "the man" Coffey

Lead Attorney
Kristin Keeffe

Anonymous said...

Add:

Schmeiser, Olsen & Watts
Albany NY

Anonymous said...

Since when is Kristin Keefe an attorney?

Sorry for my poor english said...

Anonymous @ 9:38 PM
Thanks for the mental health break!!!!

You're welcome ! Here's another one in case of emergency : Duke Special - Save me from the movies

Sorry for my poor english said...

Here is the last one : The Streets - On the edge of a cliff

... For billions of years since the outset of time
Every single one of your ancestors has survived
Every single person on your mum and dad's side
Successfully looked after and passed on to you life.
What are the chances of that, like? ...

Sorry for my poor english said...

Well well, the last last last last one EVER, I swear : The Streets - Heaven for the Weather

Anonymous said...

that list puts in mind an old song...

I'm a desperate man
Send lawyers, guns and money
The shit has hit the fan

Send lawyers, guns and money
Send lawyers, guns and money
Send lawyers, guns and money

and two heiresses tooo!!

http://www.vanityfair.com/culture/features/2010/11/bronfman-201011

Hellooo..anybody home? said...

This was copied from the nxivm/executive success programs website about their ethos program. exactly the same, lame information from 1999! helloo-it's 11 years later.... where is cutting edge technology with respect to your own results?? you should fire your web master.
note the dates and the actual data (which is minimal)
"These results were derived from a survey conducted during the week of 4/20/99-4/26/99. All students who attended a practice session were surveyed. The Ethos™ experience of the students ranged from having only taken 2 practice sessions to having taken all 21 basic practice sessions and all of the current advanced practice sessions."

For someone who is one of the top 3 problem solvers of the world-what a big failure in basic real time...but maybe not in his fantasy world where 1999 still lives on his head.

Anonymous said...

poor english, stop spamming the blog...

Becca said...

@ Save Fluffy,before its to late - Why especially Esther?

Anonymous said...

“He had the luxury of creating whatever reality around him he wanted to create, of being the God of his own world. He had the luxury of having the kinds of people around him who would go along with his program and disposing those who would not. People used to ask me ‘If that’s how he is, why don’t you say something, why don’t you try to stop him?’ But if you did speak up, you were out . . .

He was an incredible, incredibly dynamic person. If you were in his vicinity and he showed, or wanted, or was willing to show you who he was – when he did that I have never, never felt so high in my life. He had something so intoxicating about him and when he was ‘on’, when he was ready to share that and give it to you, I have never been so intoxicated by anything. He was like a drug for me. I have never felt so high. I always wanted to be around him . . .

But if you made him confront something he didn’t want to confront he could make you go away – and he would do that to anyone, including his family . . .”

– Lisa Marie Presley,
(describing her relationship with Michael Jackson)
Oprah Winfrey Show
October 22, 2010

Politicians play this game too.

Anonymous said...

Article in Scientific American on Why Magical Thinking Works

(NXVIUM practices seem full of it)

http://www.scientificamerican.com/article.cfm?id=superstitions-can-make-you

Some highlights:

“…magical thinking can actually increase participants’ confidence in their own capabilities. That is, believing in lucky charms would increase participants’ “self-efficacy,” and it is this feeling of “I can do this,” not any magical properties of the object itself, that predict success.”

…the participants who were in the presence of their charm performed better on the memory task and reported increased self-efficacy.

Once you acknowledge that performance is a function of what goes on in your brain rather than a product of any mystical properties of the object itself, it becomes useless.

That feeling of “I can do this” will wither away as soon as you realize that nothing external, nothing mystical, will influence how you perform – it’s just you and your abilities.”

From the comments:

“So-called logical explanations come afterward. Irrational magical thinking seems to me to be continued belief (or disbelief) in something even when there is ample evidence to the contrary. A study showing the cause(s) of this would be extremely interesting.”

“These compulsive rituals, properly diagnosed, would be identified as symptoms of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder if they became debilitating to their obedient subject.”

“What's happening here is simple, the rational mind is using ritual to hijack the irrational subconscious (which is much more powerful) and make it do what you want it to.”

“You don't even need a specific charm for this to work. I've personally used a small pebble to enable myself to job longer distances than I was previously able by convincing myself that I was drawing endurance from the stone. The idea is absurd, but the subconscious will run with it... and it doesn't even care if you don't consciously believe it will work.”

We're aware of how the placebo effect works, and how to use it on ourselves, right? If you combine it with our awareness of our ability to "suspend disbelief" such as while watching a movie, for example, we can, in effect, purposely believe a lie.”

“The study only shows that if a person believes in a lucky charm and if you take it away from her, she performs worse than if she had the charm with her.”

The Bronfman girls just don’t want to lose that lucky charm. Too bad someone can’t convince them they do not need it.

Anonymous said...

Lisa Marie Presley is a Scientologist. She's another wierdo who's mind was hijacked by a cult. I'd take her words with a serious grain of salt. Once she failed to get Michael Jackson into Scientology, divorce was imminent due to her cult masters.

Michael Jackson certainly was charismatic. He was the "King of Pop" who sold 36 million records for a single album for crying out loud, and even in his death his estate made over $250 million dollars last year.

Anonymous said...

From Scientific American 10/28/10

On how humans have a hardwired process of attention and awareness that is hackable.

http://www.scientificamerican.com/article.cfm?id=mind-over-magic

The NXVIUM training, like EST, now Landmark, Sidhha Yoga, The Secret, etc. all get you to experience the magic by distraction.

Anonymous said...

KR clone, James Ray, of The Secret, the guy who guided folks to their deaths by suffocation. Hard to believe Ray is still allowed to push his thing. All he ever said about the deaths was that they were unfortunate! Reminds of the video of KR where he so coldly talks about killing and death, without remorse. These are sociopaths.

Here's link to Ray's site with a vidoe clip that looks and sounds like Vangod. Ray and KR play the same game.

James Arthur Ray, Creating Harmonic Wealth

http://jamesray.com

Sorry for my poor english said...

Anonymous @ 7:42 AM said...

poor english, stop spamming the blog...

Okay, sorry ;)

Anonymous said...

'sorry for my poor english' is regular here, im sure he/she only meant to lighten the mood of the board.

Anonymous said...

'sorry for my poor english' is regular here, im sure he/she only meant to lighten the mood of the board.

Sorry for my poor english said...

Sincerely : Yes ! But I agree that it was perhaps a bit much of out of context posts.
But facing all this suffering and anger I wanted to do something.

Anonymous said...

Any real proves rather than speculation for Keith Raniere's comantaries?? I mean that's the reazon you haven't even demanded him!! You know anything it's true! So you just keep doing comentaries...that will really affect Keith's intelligence and self-steem, incredible that you people think that other people can make you feel better ...

Ben lives on said...

Well chief if commenting on year old threads that no one reads much anymore makes you feel good about yourself than go ahead.
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Anonymous said...

Hello Toni, Becca, and everyone,
If you really want to do something about the situation, invent some unidentifiable logon name and log on to Wikipedia. Next, transfer the information from the reliable sources (I've collected a bunch on KR's talk page, but you won't need that) and transfer the already published information to the article in your best matter-of-fact objective encyclopedic tone. KR's article needs a section on Consumer's buyline, for example. Do not argue with them or the reputation company employees that work for them. Remember, it's not a forum or a blog, it's a place to transfer information to articles. That is all. That was very important for you to know. Just do your best Mr. Spock imitation, act like machines and get it done. Don't let on who you are or talk about anything but article improvement; i.e.: how to best transfer info from sources to the article. Once you get started, you'll start to feel really good about it. This is going to be the first thing anyone interested in him or it will find on the internet about him and it.

~~~~ ("Chrisrus" from Wikipedia)